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A Cat Who Writes ([personal profile] acatwhowrites) wrote2013-11-13 11:38 pm

Will You Still Love Me [Tomorrow]?

title: Will You Still Love Me [Tomorrow]?
players: Kim Jongin/Kai, Oh Sehun
word count: 330
rating: PG
summary: Sehun wonders if Jongin will love him when he's old and decrepit.
a/n: Title from The Shirelles' Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?, sort-of referenced in the lyrics below from Lana Del Rey's Young and Beautiful. One song is questioning the possibility of a relationship after sex while the other is about a lasting relationship from a woman's point of view.
Written for an epm prompt.










will you still love me
when I'm no longer young and beautiful?
will you still love me
when I got nothing but my aching soul?
I know you will, I know you will
I know that you will
will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?

Sometimes Sehun wonders about things he shouldn’t be wondering about. Where do tears go after they’ve been wiped away? Mass cannot be created or destroyed. Why are tyres dyed black? Rubber is originally white.

Does Jongin still love me?

“Jongin.”

“Mm?”

“Do you love me?”

“Mm-hm.”

Sehun kicks his hip.

“Hey! Yes! Of course I love you.” He rubs the soreness away. “Why do you ask?”

Sehun shrugs. Truthfully, he’s noticed the expressions Jongin wears when he looks at other people, younger people. People with youthful beauty that Sehun knows he had when they were kids. Maybe he’s grown out of it now, after college.

“Sehun, if you’re just being insecure again-”

“I’m not being insecure; I’m just. . . just wondering, is all.”

“Wondering if I still love you now that, what, we’re older? Wondering why I didn’t do better?”

Sehun scoffs. “Please. I’m the best you could possibly get.”

“Exactly.”

Bravado deflating again, Sehun nudges his toes under Jongin’s thigh. “You’ll be giving me grey hairs and wrinkles soon, I can feel it.”

Jongin shuffles on to his side, pushing Sehun’s knees apart to lie on his torso. “You could be balding with liverspots,” Jongin stressed, holding Sehun’s gaze, “and I would still love you.”

Sehun’s face screwed up in disgust at the idea of ageing so ungracefully but quickly relaxed into surprise when Jongin kissed his nose.

“You shouldn’t worry. I may look at other people, but that’s just me looking. I’m off the market,” he brings his arm up from behind Sehun to stroke his cheek, “because I have you.”

“You don’t have to be so cheesy about it,” Sehun mumbles, ears pink with pleasure.

“If it makes you believe me any more, I’ll be as cheesy and greasy as the pizza you like so much.”

Sehun tries to bite off his smile, but he gives up and cups Jongin’s face, meeting him partway for a chaste kiss that quickly sparks a flame in his gut.

dear lord, when I get to heaven
please let me bring my man
when he comes tell me that you'll let him in
father tell me if you can
oh that grace, oh that body
oh that face makes me wanna party
he's my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds

[identity profile] deerofthedawn5.livejournal.com 2013-11-16 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Short but very very sweet. I love how Sehun blushes and how he's a little shy even if he doesn't act like it. :) well done!

[personal profile] oh_sehuns 2014-12-30 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
ah, the feels. short and sweet, perfect.